How do I begin, my friends.
Dr. Brian Weiss was a founding contributor to the awakening of our infinite mortality. I chuckle at how long it took him, five years, to finally believe what he was witnessing was real in his first book, Many Lives, Many Masters.
It’s hard to take, and for me even harder for who I woke up to be and try and convince the masses. When you do wake to your past emotional connections and ties and soul…it’s a real heart breaker at first to know just how wrong we get life. The reality is just too much to bear.
So I understand why people avoid me, my posts, my stories, my inspirations from my guides. I certainly do understand the shock and lack of belief. We are not raised to believe in Spirit, least of all our own.
I am not what you imagine me to be, I am what I imagine me to be. This goes for everyone of course. We are born within a family (soul group) structure of sorts, no matter what it looks like. You can be adopted and it be because you want to be with your soul group but one of them couldn’t carry you. If you are meant to be with them you will be again. Everything is on time and on purpose. Please relax, let your Spirit be.
I don’t pretend to know everything, especially details, I can only see and feel the big picture at this point. It’s very unlifting, hard, heavy to carry my story because most people are living in the head of fantasies, or learned intelligence, to guide them. If anyone speaks out of line like I do all of the time they are dismissed.
Our minds are very vulnerable. Prone to believing anything given enough water. It’s easy to fool consciousness, but Spirit knows the Truth. Eventually the spirit emotionally reacts to lies and it doesn’t feel good. We have lobotomies, letting people get away with all sorts of terrible things with our minds and bodies. Drugs, and legislation.
What is Spirit? People wonder, because they don’t know. In my wakening I know now I never knew myself in life, not for 58 years. I was what people imagined to be, I was not myself.
We should not be unconscious…I will say that. Conscious is afraid of unconscious at this point. When I say unconscious it’s hand in hand with Spirit. My words are highly offensive to the ones living obediently under the rules of man. I understand, I did this life of a robot group think as well. I tried to stay in the lines and forced my son to do the same, until his death by suicide.
Recently it took two years of PTSD recovery to understand and so why or how can I expect anyone else to get me. They won’t, and I accept that because it’s hard for me to even talk about. Why do I bother? Because I came back for a reason. Like all of us.
I am tired, and I won’t keep fighting people to try and show them how upside down we are living. I turn 60 on September 11th, I hope the world blows by then so that I can relax. No, I am not negative, humanity’s reaction to Truth is.
This pressure cooker of life is not healthy, and people are no longer attached to their own senses. Dulled by chemical invasion of the senses. Without human senses to see, hear, and feel…one cannot survive. One has to be careful of what they eat, and vaccines. Please. This is how epidemics are spread.
They took us away from heart and made us think of heaven. Without heart we cannot feel. Without feelings we have a robotic civilization who are capable of destroying the planet. And themselves.
To pray outside is to forget the power, talent, and resources are inside. Unless one is connected to the most Joyful and loving side of self the memories are forgotten. Sleeping…just for a while, until death.
There are many layers of consciousness. Infinite. You can come back time and time again to the same emotional life but with a different story. I will never stop learning about history of my being. Where am I getting my education? Source. Inside.
I was a failure in school and they told me so. Mentally I could not focus on such upside down and useless to by purpose details. Over and over the subjects get taught the same, and the imagination of who I was was watered with ideas and projections from others as if my not doing grade 8 math is going to bite me all life long, like I am stupid and can’t have the life benefits of good education and careers. I lived that life as if it was true, emotionally and while my resume looks very good, it was never complete to what I could have been had I been given the same opportunities as man.
When down it is dark and the light cannot be found. Keep the spirit happy and Joyful, no matter what the rules. We are all here to play out an ego experience, the emotional pain does not have to continue to destroy each life with misery. If you are miserable. Most people are not but they are certainly creating it for the others.
I came to bring light to the mega corruption in our Thinking. Religious upbringing and political government nightmares repeating history to the point of no return.
I remember picking this life after an induction with Dr. Weiss. I saw myself as my mother’s mother, and flashed was a blue Alien in the dream induced by Dr. Brian Weiss. When I witnessed my maternal grandmother (who died when I was 9 months old) and great-grandfather Thomas in a scene in my dream, a voice asked me, who will bear the brunt of her anger? After layers of understanding I know it means I am my mother’s mother as well as other ancestors. I was the recipient of my mother’s rage to the death of her mother, and as her daughter. I am an emotional witness to both abuses by my mother, and what she did to my father’s name and life.
Dr. Weiss was not there when I had the dream and so it was not a hypnotic trick of the mind. It came to me in Spirit. Emotional lives are remembered when conscious. The intelligence is very positive. Right now it’s not working out in Truth and so the shift is coming faster. Consciousness is diseased and the only way to save oneself is to remember who they are. No one can do this for you.
Brainwashing intelligence is in the wrong hands and not the good people who more often than not actually support the psychopaths more than the victims. Media and public education are the culprits of free will being hijacked. People repeat brainwashing time and time again, to the same people…as if it was true even if they don’t know. Suicide is the risk.
Our advanced killing technology and indoctrination for wars (for freedom🙃) is so capable now with intelligence we can be wiped off the map of earth. Humanity.
Here is my history I remember before I was my mother’s mother…
I am reborn from the lives of the man, Jesus, and King James. I was the soul of their Mother and lived the same Ego lives.
I was Mary Queen of Scots living the same emotional roles with different Ego experiences but same soul group. The theme is the same in all three lives. I was even born with an English accent of sorts. There are many dots to my interests and ways and manners that makes me smile with Joy in knowing why now. Even phobias of rotten food, which Queen Mary was fed in her final years. No one knows this, it is not in the books. She never killed her husband, and she was raped by her accuser. The religious right had their way until even her own cousin was convinced she should die. Same same this life only we are not living as kings and queens this time and the outcome is more passive aggressive. Emotionally, we are the same.
I know the dots of my life and experiences that make me aware this is real, but how can anyone else when the fantasy is waiting for a virgin to show up and save them?
So I have come to realize I will never be what people expect and to stop trying. They will think I am living in Ego and not understand this is my spirit’s desires. The history books have trained the mind well to ignore the Truth for the sake of memory and fantasy. This veers us away from the path and takes many lifetimes to realize the dreams.
At the risk of offending folks I’ve lost too much and I won’t allow anyone to malign who and what I am again. I offer anyone to challenge me and my history. I am taking my power back by speaking the Truth as I know it. I’ll be proven right. Some people are ready to hear the Good news (Truth) and I am excited to tell. Many are conscious already, are you ready to come to terms with who you really are? Are you afraid? Do you think your energy is for nothing?
I’d like to share the real Jesus but first we debunk the fables of Moses so indoctrinated. Jesus tried so long ago and spoke of his inspirations of consciousness. It’s what got him killed. This question why I chose this life? Well, this time once and for all I am here to repair the reputations of the ideals of my Father and Son…and to free willing slaves of debt, the financial economy ideals of Satan. First, old ideas all have to go. We need a clean slate as if we know nothing except by how we feel.
I love to share with Joy because that is where this is heading. If you are Triggered negatively by my emotional history or insights, please know you have been Touched by the Truth and it is time to pay attention to your emotional intelligence. I wish and hope for your love and support, unconditionally as I give others. WE make mistakes, but I am not a mistake. It took everything I”ve been through to get here and I won’t let myself down again. I believe in me to show you I want you to believe in you. The same way Jesus taught before the masses killed him, and maligned his name and character to serve outside Idol Lords.
It’s time to reveal the Truth. Anyone is welcome to prove me wrong but if it comes from learned text it will be an uphill battle when Truth is the Light we all really need and want. There is no forgiveness, you did nothing wrong.
Public Essay to the British Columbia College of Physicians and Surgeons and the Health Professions Review Board. If religion was not bad enough to take the mind away, now we have medical doctors speaking as God through chemistry.
Generational Religious and Medical Corruption Against Humanity Revealed
The Awakening, and Twist You Never Saw Coming.
Right Brain Consciousness Graphic Appendix Attached
College of Physicians and Surgeons of British Columbia
Health Professions Review Board
Re: College File #IC 2018-0072
“Education does not make one intelligent, it makes them programmed.”
Unconscious doctor, the gig is up as my original mind of Source has awakened.
The purpose of this article is to outline how humanity has failed humanity through science when creative and expressive self are not allowed to exist in the imagination if it does not conform to learned thought. Indoctrination, Labels and chemistry put humanity to sleep. Is it deliberate, or do they participate in this oppressive matrix unconsciously? I believe the later based on my own awakening.
Mental minds filling with education we are turning children, patients, employees, consumers, clients into parrots and robots. Be the same or you are wrong, everyone says. Suicides are an epidemic no one is talking about. It’s my mission to help make this planet a better place to be born back to. We collect emotional intelligence life after life…we are Spirit Intelligent under the imagination of Ego.
The child is so mindful of what he is being told about himself emotionally he forgets how to feel his own talents and loses themselves and ability to make choices.
Unconscious to one’s feelings for the lifetime is a waste of a supposedly evolving life. The Christians of today are correct, we are NOT evolving. They won’t have it it’s against their religion. Is medicine the new religion?
I cannot get along with the religions.
Religion is and always will be for profit.
Pseudo medical science is another religion with new white coats of authority for profit.
You are going to have to pardon my rage, it is well earned and I will not cover it up another moment. I’m sick of it sitting in me like poison sometimes it comes out on the wrong person. Doctor robot does not even know they have limited artificial intelligence, yet supposedly credible and guessing at women’s health.
This article I am sharing is based on my life after what this data processing system did to my father, son, and self. We are the perpetually labeled (judged) psychopath, addict, and mental case. No other reason than oppression of the mental imagination and judgement of pastors and doctors. Motives could be anything from greed, envy, revenge, profit. Power.
In this Matrix parents are commanded to turn on their own children in the name of vaccines, tough love, and some entity named God. No decent God would harm the feelings of a child.
Chemistry is not love, it is hate.
In brutal honesty I killed my son with such nonsensical belief systems. I urge anyone to now go with the needs and wants of the child for real happiness and development. Let them be happy. It’s easy.
The educated masters of oppression with high titles need to come to terms with what they have forgotten in an oath of the Healer. Do. No. Harm. Fables of supremism are hypnotizing, it’s desirable to be smarter, richer, better looking, male. How’d that happen against the laws of Quantum Physics?
Brainwashing media and book learning make the mind corrupt. The seed is planted and watered enough something very ugly can grow. And so it has. Group think and then training others to think the same racist, sexist, or otherwise judgemental thoughts. Artificial Intelligence we learn at home or school is not reality. Ego is a game, my son used to tell me. Do what you want. But Do. No. Harm. How can you help but harm without feelings?
People have a tendency to believe in fantasy over reality these days it just feels so good and powerful to be on the high side of life in the head, the second consciousness. One is considered brilliant if you succeed in academics in this civilization. Or, just have cash. Lot’s of love for rich men to go around if they have the toys everyone else yearns for. It feels good to stand next to the guy with all of the friends and money. He’s like God.
This feed for power is dangerous and corrupts the imagination.
I am not being critical listen, it’s the upbringing. .I understand I lived the same nasty sleeping life where I did much harm to myself and my son and others. The senses are dulled with chemicals and judgement.
Words create the imagination, but feelings create life.
Feelings are erupting, this is hell. This is the Revelation’s John the Apostle was very clear.
Back to school
Starting in grade 1 we are taught to sit down, raise the hand if you have a question, never speak out of turn, and don’t rock the boat if you disagree. We are told what to learn, not allowed to experiment with what our talents are over many lives. Authorities with red pens, white coats, or police uniforms are to be obeyed, this is not a question. Emotional aspects of the child soon learns to shut down. Sometimes to the point of psychopathy. Emotionally folks are not capable of standing up to Gods in authority.
There is much abuse of power and groomers who look innocent on the outside to take out their fantasies of the imagination on others on small or large scales. Who is going to believe anyone else over a Rabbi, Father, Doctor, Officer? When titles go to the wrong leader we have oppression out of control for they like to surround themselves with vulnerable targets and have a safety network. It’s always men dominating in medicine and policing and politics – a complete boy’s club and it’s not working out as long as they keep chemically altering feelers away from their own senses. #anti vaxxer thanks.
It seems everything is sewn all up to benefit the narcissist at the expense of women and children. Statistics don’t lie. Killing women is entertainment on Forensic Files, it’s not news. Who cares? I get more hate on my Truth Telling than I care to remember. Whatever, hate me. It’s a choice.
With my emotionally traumatic background (in all of my past lives) and experience in hypnotherapy behind me I have the tools to cope with my wakened unconscious. If wanted (and it is not) I can help deprogram the emotional brainwash and show the path to infinite wisdom. I am invisible and won’t be heard I will be shut down as I have time and time again.
Dangerous employees at large with little oversight or protection of consumers or taxpayers.
Tortured by Hospital Staff – True Story
Labeled People are not safe with authorities or people who think they are with their titles and this happened to be about a psychopathic 3rd year medical student. On March 27, 2017 I woke up from many lives sleepwalk on the floor of a suicide cell when all I wanted that day when I went to the emergency was a thyroid level check. I lived a nightmare for the next 30 hours. My bra handy for me to kill myself with as I was targeted and tormented by sick sick student and his nurse (but I don’t think she was) and no supervision from the doctors.
You can read my files and get NOTHING about me for the final report. It is half done, it gets nothing out of the words of others without my personal appearance. All projection if they are trying to save their reputations, once again making the poorly labeled the scapegoat. Not today, Satan.
I had a reason for sending a 40 minute video about my experience in November, 2017. I just had no written words I could say at the time in a severe case of PTSD. I knew authorities at the College had to see me for Truth. Still, they call me a liar without ever speaking to me.
I’ve had the maligning of my name enough. I do protect my own name and character in memory of my father and son before me. Now the shame comes to where it came. The Authoritative Doctor system going on in Canada has to be shut down. It’s bred nothing but corruption and causing many suicides. Drug pushing narcissistic men are running the hypnotizing show.
I am witness come to be a sleepwalker suddenly conscious. I understand if others cannot see or feel what I am. I am trying to show what is going on. Feelings are the lifeboat.
We have two minds, consciousness and unconsciousness. We should never have been unconscious as a humanity, fabels did the second mind in and hijacked to believe in others over self. If the first mind wakes we can begin to live.
I can look back and see the slow growth toward Nazi style education, medical, social and police service. I have too many to mention who spread the word and unconsciously went along with the cruel participation in making sure I am seen as crazy and therefore not believable. Everything makes sense today when before I thought I was what I was told and lived down to it.
If you don’t want to wake, sleep well. If your life is good and peaceful I won’t fault your Ego trip.
In most cases the wealthy Judge/Nazi/Army of supply cannot see their horrible deeds or abuse inflicted upon them all life long. They can’t feel. If I lie or do something illegal I feel it. Without Emotional Intelligence the danger overtly or covertly is the authorities in power. The corrupted mind of a sadist in many cases become attracted to jobs where vulnerable populations exist.
If scientists think this life is what we are supposed to be doing, they really are retarded. It’s a good word I gratefully give back to anyone who tried to smear that on myself or others.
Unconsciousness cannot see others, only themselves. We carry much intelligence over our many lifetimes, the emotions are what survives. Nothing else in Ego (learned) is carried forward. That part of us, with the body, dies. The less we play on the right side of the imagination the darker we go. Sources say this is the last life we will be living like slaves because the planet cannot sustain the abuse of Nuclear Power. Is anyone else feeling the veil thinning to the other side and making that a reality? .
No one is chosen, Christian, Jew, Muslim or Doctor. The choice of values is all yours to make.
People are choosing death of humanity for profits. It’s on a scale how corrupt one’s soul has gone but choices are clear, paycheck over senses again. Nazi Commander in Chief #45 and his Wolves in Sheep’s Clothing in the churches and temples know that it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than it will be for a wealthy man to enter the gates of the real New World Order. The scheme is failing and it’s time to turn the other cheek, Sources say. Do what you want, free will is your choice. See? Not chosen, beholder picks the side of intelligence they prefer. .
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The Ten Commandments of Love
Coming Soon. Sleepwalker
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Now that I found wellness it was up to me to maintain and protect myself moving forward – so that I never fall into the trap of powerlessness again.
Live, Let Live, Let Go…Grow.
I believe in you and you do not have to do this alone!
*Please do not suddenly stop a psychiatric drug. Let someone know of your plans and do it slowly with as little emotional pain as possible as you wean down. Take it slow.
Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, and please let yourself have the best times of your life as often as possible. Eat the food on your good china, take the plastic off the sofa, and let yourself play in any way that pleases your mind, body and soul. Please do not to sweat what the others are doing, it feels lighter already!
Wishing love, laughter, peace and happiness to everyone this season, 2016. xxoo
Suicide is an epidemic affecting many men, women, and children. It is the number one killer of youth in middle school now. I am concerned that if we do not start speaking openly and honestly things will get much worse before better. I do not mind being an example of speaking up my truth if it will help others. I wonder what would happen if we all opened up a little bit? Secrets, shame and stuffing – the path to self-destruction.
The intent of this article is to offer a mental gift to some people who may have felt like they have been run over by obvious or unseen negative forces, making life miserable.
Before I show you a whole new outlook on life, I ask you to question yourself: where do you believe you live in your mental mind, the heart or the ego? Do you know or understand the differences? Perhaps what I am about to suggest doesn’t make sense because you’ve never experienced heart/ego conflict, or you cannot relate because your own balanced brain has been developed to feel fine in the world with everyone. You would be a very blessed person indeed!
I know I lived in the extreme end of heart for my first 50 years. Abused, neglected, and barely tolerated I took on the same imagination everyone else had of me, instead of believing in myself. After playing along with self-neglect I finally found a way to re-learn who and what I was really all about – and why I was so miserably unhappy. Once I figured out I had given my free life away to someone else’s policies I trained my mind to protect itself, and to cope by practicing a form of ego counterattack.
As a result I am balanced in a way others might want to strive to: sensitive and bullet proof. Keeping all of my innate gifts I trained my naive heart to protect from manipulation and control. I may still be fooled for a minute but eventually I’ll regain my own senses when in the orbit of a heart breaker. Coming to mental awareness with emotional intelligence is empowering awesomeness you’ll want to work toward.
As my work in hypnotherapy evolves I am noticing the emotional minds of sensitive souls are easily stolen for control. That’s not how I want to roll in my career, I am God to One (me) and as a preferred choice I use the power of hypnosis to get straight to the heart of people rather than mess around with ego brushing. I believe so much in the resources and talents of everyone’s unconscious mind why would I want anyone dependent on me for their happy life? People are surprised I don’t actually practice hypnotherapy to brainwash folks, but to deprogram them from unhealthy brainwashing planted before me. Everything in the ego is learned and can be unlearned. The heart is the heart and will always be the truth, and it feels better living there than the cold place of ego.
I take liberties with some of the mental health labels many unfortunate souls are living with in this system of chemical imbalance guesses. As far as I’m concerned pigeonholing is designed to define what is wrong with people who behave outside of norms. It’s never a good pigeonhole. I shake my head in dismay witnessing good people judge themselves to be weak, powerless, and sickly based on someone else’s opinion. The whole mental illness hysteria is growing outrageously out of proportion to me, and if you keep reading you’ll see below I reframe things for a few people who are ready to take their lives back to the calm place of peace in the heart.
How does a person come to a place where they believe they do not have free will to live a life any way they see fit? Why do so many people agree to live in torturous / uncomfortable situations with minimal rewards?
Abused people often sum up their lack of life-luster thinking a hormone or chemical imbalance is the culprit and try to take care of the problem outside of themselves. I suggest it is not a chemical imbalance, instead an unconscious awakening of the human senses. Human senses for survival are the connection to our unconscious so it makes sense for those who suffer habitiual obsessions, eating disorders, migraines, skin problems, and so on are probably reacting very badly to a system that may be harming their spirit.
Mentally ‘sick’ people appear to live in the heart like raw bleeding ducks. They are kind, empathetic, unassuming (non judgemental). They mistakenly believe everyone has the same heart. The opposite to these types (ego dwellers) appear to be mentally strong but almost entirely live in learned conscious mind of entitlement. These beings flip the world upside down and make it appear that black is white and white is black. I know I’m not alone in my frustration at the upside down nature of points of view sometimes that appear to be the opposite to any truth I know. Very strange to witness if you are aware. The good look bad and the bad look good. The lying life could drive somebody to insanity or suicide if they don’t come up with a way to reign in their emotions in the face of such social misunderstanding of their own truth, vs. the fantasy of someone else’s imagination.
Mental sickness guesses have changed over the ages to suit traditional and popular thinking of the times. We have to understand that someone’s theory doesn’t necessarily make the ‘ideas’ true for the individual. There is no proven scientific evidence of any mental disorder at all, none that can be proven by lab or x-ray, but the best marketers of medicine will spin imaginary horror stories about the mind with shocking fear and shame, having folks believing in things that work against their otherwise good free will.
The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM – the psychiatric and pharmaceutical flow of ideas updated and replaced annually describing mental diseases they didn’t think of before. There is no chemical or brain lack proven with any of the ‘mental diseases.’ It’s all guess-work that makes sense to someone else. What we have now is a trillion-dollar industry in health care – where maybe no health problem existed in the first place? The left brain academics are proud of the dots they connect to define people and even agree the DSM is used for mind research – not as a cure for mental illness. This is the description the Psychiatrists Organization start their book off with…
“Their (guess makers*) dedication and hard work have yielded an authoritative volume that defines and classifies mental disorders in order to improve diagnoses, treatment, and research.”
If we are going to take an authoritative stance and guess about what is wrong with people then let me participate in the fun:
Anxiety: Heightened sense of awareness living in a non aware world. Senses the heart in others and assumes ego can feel hers. May be conditioned to doubt self and is left with feelings of panic in the confusion. Needs nourishment of the right brain and validation of feelings: these sensitive souls feel invisible while suffering people’s bad moods as if it were theirs. Angels in Disguise.
Depression: Unconsciousness due to a blow to the head, namely on the right side hemisphere. After ages of oppression with little utilizing the creative side of the brain it has shut down into mental darkness for self-protection.
PTSD: Witness or victim of evil violence. Shocked with a reality that is impossible to digest. Denied the freedom to speak their truth by outside influences. Tongue cut out.
Bi-Polar: Energized right brain oriented individual; often creative genius…has insight waking up and feels the joy of their own spirit. All she wants to do is have fun. Left brain world can hardly tolerate such excitement for life and labels her sick or bad behaving. She will unconsciously rebel to the false judgement and often goes into a deep sadness or rage for the misunderstanding. Very sensitive and intuitive. Bless her heart she might die by her own hand feeling rejected from a world that does not see her beautiful gifts.
ADHD: Right brain male child. They are no different in needs than his female classmates for learning, but have not been as brainwashed to obey commands so much and appear to simply have behavior problems. Can be labeled learning disabled or gifted, but the gifted part comes from the imagination. He connects dots like the speed of lightning in the brain and comes up with the right answer often even without studying. Poor kid can hardly tolerate external energy so finds ways to put self into trance: music, reading, video games, drugs, the allowed creativity in their right brain will help them find a way to survive. Some become great inventors.
ADD: Right Brain Male obediently allowing Left Brain Rules against their better spirit. Won’t be inventing anything until allowed to use creative side of mind.
Borderline Personality Disorder: Person who has likely rarely been validated for her insights, sensitivity, intuition. Has a lot of self-doubt and is insecure. Can appear needy – strives for independence to distance herself from the abusive reactions to her being. Easy Scapegoat. Appears different in thought and intuition, uses the imagination in creative ways. Intuition is often so correct she scares people, and they don’t know why. Can explode in a fury of unconscious frustration to the madness she senses externally and yet finds difficult to articulate. Probably brilliant in a right brain activity.
On the other side of the spectrum is where Ego lives:
Narcissistic Personality Disorder: Lives almost 100% in the ego mind. Selfish and greedy minded, unless they are grooming someone for supply. Jealous of sensitive ones. Possibly abused with indulgent / neglectful upbringing. Has found a way to cope by shutting down emotions and focusing only on self. Extraordinarily manipulative: Seeks a place of comfort in families, communities, business, and government. Often the CEO who loves to be centre of attention because he knows he has something to offer the world. Has lots of followers.
Left brain society value and reward this type way more than right brain emotional because they add some creativity to the logical gang without the emotional baggage of feelings. Most are well-respected with much credibility even with evidence of low moral character.
NPD don’t like emotions other than anger, false pride, and envy although they may sense an unconscious hint of sadness. Help is unlikely – there is nothing wrong with them – it’s everyone else’s fault.
If the narcissist cannot control you they seek to control others against you. Will twist and turn any story into outrageous lies about their target. Lacks empathy, cannot imagine the plight of others, and may even imagine perverse satisfaction in harming people closest to him. Passive aggressive to the extreme. Never means what they say. Will take until the giver stops giving and not a moment before. Will tolerate a lot to get what he needs. Sucks his supply dry until there is nothing left to take.
God-Complex. I believe this character projects that in the way to manipulate others into obedience (intimidates, scares and shames people with emotional stories). Reacts negatively to criticism. Better than everyone. Will not obey if can get away with it. Realizes their worth to the earth and ego matters. Really believes they are the superior ones. They are about as spiritually asleep as you can get. Feels invincible in the human body. We have to stop raising ego’s because these man-made creatures destroy the soul of the sensitive ones, and themselves in the process.
Most of us are very suggestible to emotional manipulation, triggered with fear or shame the vulnerable will believe anything sometimes because they think everyone else has the same good heart as they and wouldn’t lie to them. People are free to choose to take medication to cover up the unhappiness for giving up their free will, or find another way to live with ego’s. Ego can never understand the heart, and don’t want to. The sad thing is some pure hearts are so enslaved they can become inadvertent protectors of the ego person if brainwashed well enough into submission. They begin to find comfort thinking against others. They are the blind judgy one’s who keep the rules obeyed on behalf of narcissists.
Heart Oriented People – Please Return to Peace of Mental Mind and Spirit –
- Decide to take back your free will of thinking, feeling and behaving
- Do no harm to others, but make sure your will is taken care of before a narcissist’s needs take over.
- If the imagination of yourself is negative give it back to the past and imagine better; perhaps guess who you are and be amazed at the ideas that come.
- Agree, admit, and live like you are responsible for your own happiness every day
- Only you knows you – taking anything personal coming from the outside is like picking up someone else’s mind and adapting it as your own. Be sure you agree to any judgement against you or brush it off and away from that orbit.
- Remember we make mistakes but there is no mistake in our belonging to the human race like everyone else. Be comfortable here. We animals are smart in finding ways to survive and thrive – in our own skin. There is nothing wrong with you coming up with ideas for your own good life.
- End abusive mental thinking. If someone else’s voice in your head and it sounds mean, harsh, punishing against you – kick that dude out as fast as possible. The heart does not know the difference between fantasy and reality and will react as if you are feeding it the truth, sometimes leading to implosion of the mind and body. You were powerless to change the original voice but you can control your own.
- If these tips feel impossible, agree you want to love and respect yourself. Begin to pretend you are allowed. Soon, your unconscious will remember and you’ll build a life as if you believe it. Work for self rewards not external punishment.
- Let the chips of your decisions fall where they may, but natural consequences are good enough for the majority of people to guide their own lives. Don’t let anyone else punish you if you didn’t break any laws.
I think it’s time we revisited all of the hype around life symptoms that can sound sick – or amazingly enlightened. I suggest each person investigate the engrams of mental or physical problems. Root cause of emotional disturbance doesn’t seem to be a priority by social government, medical science, pharmaceutical profiteers, or even the individual. I’m beginning to wonder if people even want to learn their truthful will? It might be more comfortable giving up purpose to please another who lives in ego state of mind. To me that feels like submission of free will. What do you think?
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As I awaken my innate senses I am concerned about the state of mind of the people. I think they are insane. Or slaves.
Evidence is flowing in that right brain oppression has created a dark place for much of the population who live in the depression of darkness. Introducing a sure way to understand for yourself how well you are seeing things. Sleeping minds can feel lethargic, heavy, unable to see the flowers, or smell the coffee. Human senses are manipulated negatively by trauma, emotional reaction, and chemicals. Unsuspecting good people may experience very real issues with their living senses for survival if denied the opportunity of Free Will.
The focus on left brain intelligence where memory, numbers and logic exists to come to a proven scientific conclusion, makes mental pygmies of the people. We seem to have succumbed to the status quo, against the right brain oriented spirit. Up to 80% of the population could be right brain hemisphere beings who find it just as difficult to live in a left brain world, as the left handed feel using the right hand or the right hand using the left. It doesn’t feel good for a reason – it’s not the way they work. When we finally allow the left handed to use the left hand his work is just as good as any right handed person. Am I wrong? Do I make sense to you? Because this is just coming to me now and making perfect sense – all from my imagination guessing at things.
How depressed would the left-handed person be if they had to use their right hand – because someone else said so? What kind of work do you think they would produce for you?
Eventually, when working against the current we are going to get tired, sick and drown.
Insomnia, sight (losing things right in front of you), hearing, tasting, smelling, hunger, sexual arousal, body temperature and blood pressure senses are affected, as well as many other senses needed for human survival like insight and common sense. Symptoms will include mental, emotional and spiritual disconnection, low energy and sensations of mental imbalance. Physically the body can experience IBS, Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue, Migraine Headaches, Insomnia, skin disorders, and worse. Everything coming from unconscious mind affects the human body experience if the brain is not nurtured, exercised, developed.
Okay, all of that boring negative news we need to know aside, let’s do some brain exploring just for giggles because I know you probably don’t sense a lot of fun every day living in a ‘inside the lines’ world:
First, give yourself a break. Go get a cookie or a treat of some kind no one else would approve of, and just sit down in a quiet dark place, the bathroom if necessary. Decide it’s okay to go back in time when you use to play pretend, imaginary games. At the very least, it can’t hurt.
Allow permission to unwind and relax for three hours or three minutes – the imagination can work at the speed of light, and there are no rules.
Are you ready to learn why we may be experiencing so much mental illness and addictive behavior?
What if I started by telling you there is nothing wrong with the sick at heart that a look at the root cause can’t fix? Are you interested in getting to the bottom of emotional and mental imbalance?
This discussion would be incomplete if I didn’t start off talking about what is literally making about half of the school population emotionally and spiritually sick. For me I could not tolerate public education in elementary and secondary school and I’ve figured out why the place made me so very unhappy in spirit.
This is important and we need more empathy if our kids are going to get anywhere…
Trying to cope in a row style environment, remembering facts and figures was hard and boring to me. I somehow knew I don’t need to know everything they want to force me to learn, I can teach myself how to think. Get me to Grade four where I can problem solve, read, write, communicate with civil behavior and I’ll be fine. I know now my learning style did not suit left brain academy at all. I started off on the wrong foot. The left one.
In Grade 1 we had these IQ testing standards and I remember the teacher saying as soon as we finished our exam booklet to quietly go outside until all of the other children were finished. Well, that’s all Cherylann needed to pretend to answer all of them correctly as fast as possible without looking at the questions. Just filled in the grey squares and off I go to play – first one out.
Of course the system thought I was disabled in some way from the beginning because of that first impression brought on by a little girl who just wanted to end the unhappy classroom experience. From that moment on my life took a turn for the worse and lost years of education I’ll never get back. I failed grade 2. That was the first year I remember feeling a deep seated depression settling in my spirit. No one had any confidence in me even though I could tell time before my brother who was two years older than me, and I was reading way beyond anyone else I knew. I wrote poetry and was so good even my mother liked my written thought sometimes although she nor I saved anything. It was rare for me to have any credit in school until I found my own way back starting at my age of 21.
Let me give you a couple of examples on how public school was no help in my emotional or academic growth. Grade 8 Math said I did nothing that semester, and I finally dropped out of school in grade 10 after the huge disappointment I received from the one class I did like, English: We were told for 50% of the grade to write a book of poetry. All different kinds, Haiku, Couplet, Limerick, Free Verse…omg I was in heaven! Finally I was going to bring home an “A” rather than the usual D’s and F’s or Incomplete’s with “U” for Unsatisfactory effort. Then the system kicked me in the ass right out the door when the assignment had an added requirement: I had to illustrate each poem. People who get my brain will feel my pain in the idea of drawing pictures! It will RUIN EVERYTHING! In the poetry there is passion, in my drawing we barely have a Kindergarten level ability of even staying in the lines. It was a horrifying assignment that sucked all of my passion right out me until I found myself again. I refused to illustrate those poems, wanting to show off my poetic art, and only received a C, and the teacher said I should have had an incomplete. I am creative, but in my own unique ways that didn’t include fine arts.
So I did what any other free thinking right brain person would do, run away from home to escape the madness. That’s a nice way to frame things but I want you to know my awareness about myself then was nothing like the self-awareness of I have myself today. I was a worthless no value person who was filled with self doubt and even hatred, in my mind back in the day. A bad girl in my mind, however mislead.
I look back today and am in awe of how my life came together so unconsciously perfectly well, and how I made it is anyone’s guess. I am a miracle but that’s another story I’ll share another time.
Speaking of guessing and getting back to the spirit:
I think guessing is the secret to everything. I am conscious of our right brain capabilities lately in my work as a Clinical Hypnotherapist. I work with some seriously depressed and anxious women and men who are collapsing in the same left-brain oriented world that I almost drowned in before them. All of this memory, order, perfection, lines, rules, technology, is making people sick. We worship and embrace logical training and is now (or has always, I don’t know) the dominate force of our people. It is the only side of the brain respected or valued in this, and most other worldly cultures.
The problem is men and women were created equal, but not the same. It’s so obvious to me I can’t believe no one thought of this before. We have such a completely different physical and mental mind it’s amazing no one said anything to make me think again about how important Math 8 would be, considering the trauma it caused my happy spirit. We need to ask why doctors only studied the male body for research until recently when female forms are the one’s with all of the tools for life? How can they compare the sexes at all? Why no man still understands a woman is because he isn’t one. It’s part of the plan for us to be different, but we spend so much time trying to be the same as men instead of our own amazing selves.
This is where the exciting part comes in for women everywhere and to come – it turns out our part of the brain makes us the inventors of the world too! We are Albert Einstein, Thomas Edison, and Alexander Bell, and all of the one’s who made this world what it is today because they were allowed to imagine things without shaming. Airplanes and wild ideas of internet connect was just an idea floating around someone’s right brain. The imagination. If that imagination can connect with the senses for life; sight, sound, taste, smell, touch – and intuition – you can count on a manifestation in reality. The creator. That’s our gift. We have ideas, imagination, and the creative passion within us that would make this world one hell of a place to live. Almost perfection if you think about it. Being allowed to imagine is all it takes.
Can men be right brain oriented and women be left? Absolutely. It’s true more women are right brain feminine but there are many right brain masculine. Gays, transgendered, ADHD (so-called) and other male types are right brain oriented in some areas and do not do well in school in many cases. Unless they are little lobotomized to obedience or something. The mind is is about spirit development, supposed to be, don’t you think?
The emotional imagination has been played with and manipulated for someone else’s benefit. Not mine. Instead of imagining and manifesting a good life for ourselves, we give the female sex up to the idea that we are born in sin. Fear, shame, anger are learned into the consciousness, darkening the heart to sleep until you hardly know it’s there anymore. This part of our being feels like it’s going insane. The unconscious spirit just can’t take it anymore! That’s what I think.
Imagine the imagination is exactly where your kind of wisdom is found? And it’s beyond left brain limits – it is infinite in emotional intelligence. The way we have evolved is an example…and it just keeps getting better. But never to perfection. It is infinite, flexible, relative, and does not know time.
The whole point is self-love and respect, and to count on you for your good life. The spirit can only awaken to universal wisdom if we know it is there. It is clear we have been led down the wrong road for our own spiritual sake with the judgement we place on men and women alike. It is never too late, and maybe all of our experiences was supposed to be how we were going to develop the soul all along anyway.
SENSES OF THE IMAGINATION
How do you solve problems and then thrive?
- Guess. If you don’t know the answer to something, use your imagination to figure out the problem. You know. You know everything. The more you believe the more you know. This is an amazingly fast way to open up the vault of the unconscious imagination. You know things, you have had life, lots of your experiences will remind you of the answer and it’s all stored right there in the unconscious ready to be accessed if you’d just go to the guess channel. I’ll tell you a secret, if you connect with yourself enough you might soon be connecting with your guides and the rest of the universe as well.
2. Put yourself into trance regularly. If you can’t see a Hypnotherapist then find a way to get out of your own way. Music, arts, look into a fire, whatever…you know how, you know everything. I have confidence in your innate talents and resources to put yourself into a calm state of mind where you don’t have to think for a while. 🙂
3. When in a trace state of mind begin to dream and fantasize using the mind’s eye. If you have difficulty understanding this, think of it as the same way you might have fantasies for sexual gratification, only this time you want to open up the juices of other senses for life. To create your imagination with any kind of clarity the dark ego emotional nonsense has to be removed. It’s okay, you don’t need them believe me. You really have to be willing to give up a lot of the ego. Use your imagination to balance the emotional senses. It won’t hurt your sex drive to focus on another fantasy, it might even help.
Friends, as we evolve into this next age emotions are sparking everywhere and it is going to get worse, you can imagine. This is your gift, your deal – emotions and they are love, compassion and empathy. That’s the heart under the ego of fear, shame, and anger. You feel unstable because you are waking up I suspect, and can sense things that go on in your life are not right, but can’t figure out what. It’s right brain oppression and you’re only just beginning an amazing journey now. It feels unstable because no one is agreeing with your thinking that you can hardly deny anymore. Right brain people keep silent and I share from my heart to be an example of the opposite. I hope you find your purpose and inspire others with your mind. It is special. It is very special. Finally.
For Suffering Sensitive Men and Women
You can come up with ideas to leave a controlling or abusive relationship. Find a way because you are smart like that so do it. Without consciousness the senses feel like insanity.
Men, they’re great too with their own unique talents, resources, and offerings to the world! But not everything is all about men, especially when the main right brainers are indeed women who have been very badly neglected in life offerings and benefits, and we are beginning to know it. I encourage the development of right brain education, in the way that suits the child’s spirit. I tell big pharma that drugging beautiful minds with medication that stays in the energy 24/7 should be a criminal offense, if they only knew the damage it was doing throughout North America.
Instead of using the imagination to scare yourself to death, try to turn the imagination around for better results and watch yourself blossom into the butterfly you were meant to be. What do you think all of those pretty butterflies are trying to tell you when they flutter by? Time to stand up and take your place at the table with all of the others now. If no one has invited you to equality and good life, find another way. You too will come up with all sorts of theories as you evolve. What if you are allowed? XXOO
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Cherylann Thomas, BASc.Crim., CH,t is a Clinical Hypnotherapist in West Kelowna, British Columbia.
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