Corruption of the Imagination is Easy, and Addicting.  Let’s Clear the Air about Ego Living…

Corruption of the Imagination is Easy, and Addicting. Let’s Clear the Air about Ego Living…

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Ego…Imagination…Thinking…Learned Intelligence
I am overwhelmed and have much anxiety. It does not come from within me, it comes from the energy of others. Judgement. I can feel it as if it was in my face.  I feel the earth shake the energy has spread.
In my awakening to the soul spirits of Mary 1 and Mary II I have quite the story and no one is allowed to believe me…it is not written in the text we study.  I’m shocked myself.
I am watching 20/20 and it’s about Diane Downs who shot her three children. She was a psychopath. Most psychopaths do not murder outright, they do it the slow and murder by proxy way, suicide. They’ll twist the story and make their victim someone no one will like. So everything the poor sap says becomes attached to that thought that some evil mother, or sister, or father, or brother said. People don’t expect family would lie about their own, but it goes on all of the time.  When people are unhappy they are going to lash out.  This woman lost her senses completely, it used to be rare but more women are unhappy today than ever.   I believe the build up over many lifetimes of oppression will finally blow, and now is as good a time as any to finally feel what is real.
I am always very sensitive, which is a good thing for the Spirit to stay sensitive, and yet it has been used against me time and time again. Sensitivity is seen as a weakness and the vultures come out and try to suck some emotions out of you by twisting your reality in projection. Vampires.
The judge will gaslight any situation to suit themselves without a thought or care in the world to what that image is doing to him or her.
Smearing of character is what they did to my father and son as well in religion/government policies.  The highly sensitive are perceived as being the problem in the world.  My family, The Addict, the Criminal, and the Mental case, Supposedly.  In the judges eye.
Only I don’t feel off balance. I know what mental feels like it’s a nightmare. But now seeing clearly none of my problems ever came from within me. Issues comes from outside of us when not allowed to play the way we want. When someone speaks to me like I am a moron, or stupid, or they are just so disrespectful and they don’t even know me, they lack within themselves and see the weakness in me.  Blinded by judgement.
When first waking you may feel intense rage over what has happened to us and continues as if sheep to the slaughter.   Not many can feel the Tsunami’s coming this Revelation.   How will folks cope with the emotions?
Emotions are who we all are, and I believe the system is taking our senses away and so we try to push those feelings away.  In doing so I cannot believe how cruel people have learned to be with each other.   I honestly just can’t stand people anymore.  I cannot watch a television commercial, or news media explaining the news.
But I am awake. I can feel everything. I woke up to my Spirit and I know who and what I have been in all of my lifetimes. Sadly, the religious and political corruption since the days of 0 have caught up with us. No one believes in themselves, and certainly not each other.
I suggest if I say something, no matter what it is, you just believe what I say. What right does anyone have to say, no, that’s not true, you’re crazy.
And then all of the lifetime of triggers over the ages just wells up in me, and since my wokeness someone else gets it. I won’t hang onto people’s rage I will give it back x 10’s harder.
I have had enough. Leave people alone. Stop disbelieving and become person who either wants to know more, or doesn’t. It does not matter why does everyone have to beat up the person off the wall?
Let’s say I am mentally ill, with the labels the psychiatrists have been given since Nazi Freud. I know this because of my awakening. I know everything in history that is a lie and I feel helpless sitting here trying to tell folks just how twisted of a life we live.
How many others before me have tried to wake the world only to be shut down by ignorance or well ordained slaves.
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The fears, shames, have driven the mental imagination into the darkness. Bear with me a moment, but more people are greedy, selfish, envious, jealous, perverted, self-comforting judgemental little pricks. I say this in the kindest possible way. I am awake and so I see, hear, and feel everything under the corruption.
You have no idea who you are people. It’s not this. Ego has taken over in a very nasty way. People have found ways to survive emotionally and financially in ways that are dooming humanity and the planet. If you cannot feel the pressure cooker you are more asleep than the rest.  The stress is beyond heavy, and turning violent.  Pay attention to your surroundings and let your real feelings be felt.  This is the connection to Source if you want it.  It must be felt, not thunk.
Without emotional intelligence (feelings) we can only count on what people tell us to be true, or lies.  Anyone can tell us anything and if it makes sense to another dot we knew about, it must be true.   The picture is incomplete.
Now that I am awake there is nothing to do but bring Light on the corruption every time it’s in front of me. I can’t help myself. Gathering enemies everywhere. I just can’t believe I am seen as the liar, or the insane one. My words trigger some into a rage. Like I am the one putting poison on them with a Truth I am getting from within myself.  A feeling only I could have, the same way everyone else has their own impressions, and feelings about things.  My news feels like trouble.  And it is.
I too lived a Sleepwalkers for 58 years.  I know I thought I was feeling but no, I was never feeling myself only others.    We learn to turn off emotional pain but we need to to feel in Spirit Development.
Another part of my experience is psychology and the New Age Movement.  Jung brought along the positive thinkers and personality judges, and believe if they think their way to riches it will come.  They think “Poor people poor spirit.”  Or, “Smoker?  Stay away from me!”   Or, a drinker or drugger is diseased…and you know what?  They always will feel sick and weak with that attitude placed heavy on them.   Deal with the root, never the behavior.
Stay positive! The positive thinker has no issues too look at, and are cold and cruel to ones who are crying in pain.  They will be sending prayers because the energy is stay away from me.  I don’t want to catch your problem.  Be good or you make me look bad.
Bringing up unfortunate Truths makes the PT think the negative news will stick and change their life.  It does if you are emotionally attached to negative news.  Never mind thinking – feeling is the creator.   You can look at feelings and figure them out without hanging onto the surface feeling of fear, shame, or anger.  You can deal with it if you want.  Otherwise these feelings are grow into monsters.
My perceptions see corrupted brainwashed good spirits I used to know.  IN judgement folks have not rejected anything I have called as Truth, all of these decades…they were trained to reject the Truth by a very dark person.  This goes on everywhere.
I have been in a state of PTSD with my awakening to my soul.   Label/ Judge whatever you want.  Thinking anyone is flawed makes the heart grow cold and creates the misery in the target. In my awakening I can feel the physical transformation in me when I am judged. Sudden I feel ugly, weak, small…for no reason other than being in the presence of a judge.
This is why life has become impossible being awake among people who want to teach me.  I see everyone’s good strong spirit and assume the best of intentions because mine are pure but it sure feels like folks bother others to stop feeling for self.
Like my father and son I am like a child and my mood is happy in most cases. I don’t make myself this way, I am this way. And now that I believe in myself I am glad I am not still sleeping, but it hurts.
I can only see the good in people while they see the worst of intentions in me. I am not believed. I’m nuts.
I AmNot What You Imagine Me to BeI am What
The reality is psychopaths working in so-called medicine gives me a picture and it is never very flattering. The media puts it out what a behavior looks like and there you are forever more. The imagination is immediately trained to react with rejection anything that does not make sense outside of the learned box.  How did this get taught?  It was how the child is treated; we learn by example, not academics.
So no one ever tries to make sense of what they don’t know, or never heard before. The judge concludes intelligence. That’s was Jesus message. Wisdom of fellow spirits is lost for the sake of textbook Gods. Once you graduate you are considered smart enough. I believe the Judge learns nothing because they know everything.  The more educated the further away from emotional intelligence I have found.  They cannot see what they were not educated to see.
I cannot communicate with anyone everyone is so unapproachable, I feel it all. At the risk of hurting feelings, which is your truth to listen. Whose senses am I affecting?
The channel changes if I try to introduce something that does not make sense immediately from memory of what was learned. Textbook brainwash no intelligence can evolve in a group think educational system.
I give up on trying to get folks to believe in themselves, my work is good enough without stressing over anyone else while I get pounced on for my different view.
I am writing for the sake of my spirit. I am praying to humanity to please stop and realize we are being manipulated daily in the media to turn on one another so we don’t group up. That is why they are dividing us and making each other turn on one another.
It is all by design, my life was build for this to reveal, put to light corruption. I know you don’t want to live like this, spirit, but to get to a better place we first have to agree this one sucks.
No one told me about corruption in all religion, politics, government, the justice departments, policing, social services, non profit organizations, families…I come as a life long witness with the Truth on my side.  I know internal secrets because my situation has helped me end up in places I could never have empathized about in my old world.  I come with great empathy, I need people to start reaching out to each other.  Don’t count on government or churches to take care of your emotional needs, you must do it.
I have to use my own senses to see the maltreatment of people and the planet. The more I use the senses the more I see my life was build for exposing what’s been going on.  I could have shut down but I decided to stay awake in spite of the risks and pain of having no one to believe in me or my story.  Like I am a liar all over again.  No.  I’m not.
This is my Ego time. My imagination while I am alive. I get to play it out how I see fit. This does not make me mental, this makes me free in my own mind, body, and soul.
Follow along if you want…if you have any questions don’t be afraid to ask! I prefer that than the silence of the judge who has already decided what I am all about. 🙃
If anyone triggers you bring it all the way up and deal. Come to your senses now so you don’t have to count on Emergency Broadcast Systems to let you know what is coming.
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If you get anything from me, please Be Prepared to begin a new kind of life.  It will take much pain to get there.   Pardon moi for being so prickly in my approach I just go by the seat of my soul in my expressions.  Judge how you see things.
IN short let’s stop blocking other people in what they want to play out in Ego.  It gets in the way of a joyful life when people look at other people like they are not even human or worthy of a hello.
The body and thinking dies, what is left is the emotional feelings we felt…and emotions we carry life to life to life creating the same kind of life time and time again.
I believe in me, and I am here to teach you to believe in you.  I hope you can after everything you have been through with your feelings.  I wish you come back to trusting them in your favor, always.  In order to stop judging others you must first stop judging yourself.  Let it go.  Nothing matters but how you feel.   Never give up on you and try not to have expectations of others.  You don’t need a reason to love.  Just love.
Shocking Reincarnation Revelation.  911 From the Heart and Soul of Nana-Marie.

Shocking Reincarnation Revelation. 911 From the Heart and Soul of Nana-Marie.

Hello Earth Returnees…it is getting closer to the anniversary of the death of my son, Trevor (this life) and I am more emotional and passionate than ever to get some Truth out. I am ready to reveal what we are under this Ego. The problem is are people ready to hear it? I say most are not. The brainwash from heart is complete.  I hope to bring some back to their own senses but odds are I will be the one getting judged as off my rocker.
Let me share some insights about reincarnation for you if you are interested in one person’s story of awakening to the other side. 🙃
As you read along try to see I am speaking from Spirit, not Ego…which is often projected upon me.
Eternity Basics
When the Ego dies, the Soul Awakes. Ego is learned intelligence and it is often taken away in fables and stories of the emotional eternal heart. In my internal world I know the stories of Moses are based on delusion of a psychopath and have been taught in all of the generations ever since.  God punishing women with her role, mostly.  We bleed and have pain in childbirth as part of God’s wrath we have to live out, I was told by more than one Christian teacher.
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God is not a man in the sky issuing commandments. Period. Get over Santa Claus and Easter Bunny Fairy Tales, and believe what makes sense to you.  I am here to speak for women and right brain oriented men who must be allowed to live with the same respect as anyone else or risk humanity.  We need both wings to fly.
If a story from the bible or text books do not make reasonable sense it is not true.  We must not live by interpretations of the scriptures by people who call themselves Rabbi or Father.  These are the wolves in Sheep’s clothing.   Yes, there were and still are many Spirits of Truth and the wisdom is comforting.  Some come from a good place to teach lessons.  However, the stories are twisted to turn people ashamed or afraid.  This is not freedom, this is emotionally slavery to false Gods and the governments continue to twist truth.   God outside of self is giving up Free Will to believe in ones own senses.
I am telling you we are the creator and God we have been praying for help to…
This is MY True and Emotional Story. If you are triggered negatively I don’t blame you. So was I until I learned to believe in myself again. So I go with my thoughts uninhibited as much as my world goes against the grain of thought.
Spirit to Spirit each of us are back again.  We are our ancestors.  We’ve been here before, time and time again living in different situations but very similar dynamics with the same soul group.
The reveal coming out of American religious and political pressure cooker is on purpose and now the characters are ready to fight out the Truth one way or another. Everyone is expecting the new world order to be on their side, especially the ones who think they are chosen.  The machine is creating genocide right now with that thought.  They really do believe they are cleansing earth of sin.    There is no sin.  Just misery expressed because of the judge.
The extremists think they are chosen by this God of Moses.  Whatever you want to attach yourself with be my guest I take no prisoners.  Jesus came to debunk Moses so I have no idea what the religions are doing with so much legislation now no one can breath or be free.   What if we live and support the ideals of Satan (Nazis)?  Can you wrap your head around that?
Shocking Awakening. 
I panicked for two years before coming out, went homeless and lost everything and everyone.  It was meant to be I am sure.
I can be me now, after two years of PTSD in my sudden ‘knowing’ because I woke wide up from a sleepwalk of this life…to the emotional life of a woman named Mary who also happened to be the mother of a prophet named Jesus. I feel the Jesus story is twisted in favor of Constantine’s image and nothing to do with Christ Consciousness. I feel strongly I am connected to that story and carry on as if it is true.
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Consciousness is waking to one’s soul and we can all know who we are inside with a little self belief. This was the original message of Jesus. He was aware and awake, but not anyone’s God. His message was about reincarnation my friends…and it was wiped out of the bible by Constantine 342 AD. Why?  Forever Life gave the people hope and emotional sadists do not like that.
Not shown in history (yet) the Mother of Jesus and others were held in exile, tortured, raped and killed. I feel this so-called virgin Mary Constantine invented was my spirit.  My spirit is defiled as was my father and son, who both came to teach lessons of the heart this life.  Both became broken emotionally and lived without love or understanding.  One served time in prison and died broke on skid row, Vancouver, BC, and one became an addict and died by choice.
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My father and son had hearts of gold no one could see past the word of man.  I believe the real holy spirit is the feminine spirit, destroyed in Ephesus at the times of Jesus.  IN my sleepwalk I was visiting Turkey Asia, in 2005…I felt the lies around the story as if I was reliving a dream.
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I did not believe in myself and said nothing until trauma forced me to wake 12 years later, after my visit to Ephesus and Patmos, where John the Apostle was held and wrote Revelations.  I know today I was there for a reason, but I did not know who or what I was at the time.
When it came to me I knew the world would hate me for my Truth. I already lost everyone and everything again to be able to bring it forward. I survived suicide. I am meant to speak.  I have nothing to lose.  Prove me wrong I suggest, but don’t just argue and try to prove me a liar as all psychopaths do in projection.
The emotional impressions and feelings kept coming…
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Soon after the first Mary awakening my heart remembered the feelings of the 1600s and I suddenly know everything about Mary, Queen of Scots, and she was the mother of King James who rewrote the bible with the same religious powers. Mary the Queen was raped and maligned by her accuser, again.  I adored reading about royal families all of my life, and they say I was born with an English accent.  I never quite knew the story of Mary, Queen of Scots, however…because it is packed with lies again in history.
In false testimony the religious powers and her corrupt wealthy family made sure her head was chopped off after serving 19 years in exile (prison). Again the Truth is hidden to protect psychopaths.
This life my emotional journey is no different, the players are the same, the feelings are the same. We all come back the same emotional way we were before. I believe we are supposed to be developing emotional intelligence within ourselves, not working for a debt economy and masters who hold all of the money.
I lived as a Queen and it means nothing for I just feel the same as the mother who lost her son to religious and political corruption, three times.  I suspect Mary’s son King James was Jesus again, in new unconscious clothes.  No awakening this time.  None this time either.
There is some Truth in the King James version of the Sermon on the Mount. But it’s still all wrong and twisted for fear and shame, not love and freedom as the real message is.
The emotional lives of all are back. Time and time again we live through what we have always lived through.
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This life of mine again is exactly the same emotionally. Childhood abuse, neglect, alienation of family, rising above and creating an amazing career and life experiences.
I named my son Trevor as an unwed teenager. I had him this life all by myself with no love from family or government or church.  Every step of the way Trevor, my father and self were laying out emotional love tests.  And everyone failed us.
After suffering 25 years as a labeled ADHD and non conformist my son chose to leave this world on June 28, 2003 in a very violent and dramatic way. He wanted to make a point about how unhappy life is on earth.  The death was ruled an accident, but I can prove it was suicide for a point and long ago planned.
IN 2011 I wrote my memoir expressing my reality at home, emotionally.  I was raised by a psychopath mother who emotionally destroyed my father, self, and son.  The family encircle the psychopaths with protection and love.  Still.
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Emotionally, we are all back for a very important reason this time.  I was still unconsciously sleeping when I wrote the first book but the facts are all true.  Emotionally I was still supporting a covert (hidden) psychopath, my ex husband.  I treated him as if he was far better than me and a reasonable human.  I saw myself in his darkness and spent 25 years wanting to die.  I lost myself completely when I got married at 25.  
Humanity is Lost.  Asleep.  Not Feeling.
Are you curious about the life you may have lived through before?
How is your emotional intelligence? Do you believe in yourself? Can you watch violence?   Can you feel? I urge anyone reading to begin getting back in touch with touchy feelings. Go back to your childhood to do this and remember your wants and desires and feelings.   Understand where the belief systems got you hooked to a life you may not want to live.   Ego is a life chosen, we all get our own unless enslaved.
When you can feel love, sorrow, and Joy for that little kid in you – the awakening is begun. The more folks who awake to the Spirit of Joy the sooner our lives will evolve into heaven.
Imaginations are hijacked to believe in one God and so humanity cannot survive since there are over 7 Billion Gods here.  We are killing each other off.  Who is the creator?  You.  Spirit to Spirit we are all the same wonderful talented and resourceful souls trying to express ourselves in the way we see fit.  Let it happen.   Let me live and I let you live, see if we can’t lift each other to the places we want to go.
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I have evidence in my remarkable life to prove the puzzle picture.   I don’t owe anyone a thing, however. None of us do.  I share from my heart at great risk to my feelings that get bruised by the judgement of others.  I’ll share as I get lifted and retreat with nasty judgement.
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Instead of looking at me Feel you…and find yourself again. Why are you back this time? What is it emotionally you seek? Leave everyone alone and just go inside and guess who you are and what level you are at emotionally. Are you strong? Are you weak? Do you feel flawed or perfect the way it is? 🤩🤓🙃
Some come to teach lessons of the heart by being difficult and pushing buttons. My family are going to have a nightmare of an awakening when they realize they created the human suffering in my father, son and self with judgement and gaslighting.
My people are the cold hearted psychopaths they accused my father, son and self of being.  Projection is the mirror.  What you think of others emotionally is the beholder, one cannot possibly know since we live many lives under contract.   Imagine, but don’t imagine about others.
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I cannot be sure, but I think that all of our lives are in contract and will unfold the way it was always intended. I urge anyone to work through feelings of shame and fear and get that poison out of you for lift.
Carry no bitterness just the wonder and glory of emotional growth. This is our direct connection to Source of Light and Energy.
Sources say this will be the last life we have as we will have succeeded in killing off the humans and planet.  Weapons of mass destruction are everywhere and the Gods want to take over the other Gods.
Other sources say the New World will then begin without religious or public order.  Language will be telepathic and no corruption will be possible.
In short, no one is chosen, we get to chose any Ego life we want, and if anything goes wrong come back again with even more emotional intelligence from before.   Learning from books and others we go unconscious from this past and learn to live for outside gods, law and order.   It makes life hell on earth for everyone when we don’t live the way we see fit.
It’s important to come to the new world order with a healthy heart or you may not see it in front of you whiles walking with eyes cast down.
I feel, therefore I am.
LEFT BRAIN RIGHT BRAIN
Let Introduce Myself Again…

Let Introduce Myself Again…

How do I begin, my friends.

Dr. Brian Weiss was a founding contributor to the awakening of our infinite mortality. I chuckle at how long it took him, five years, to finally believe what he was witnessing was real in his first book, Many Lives, Many Masters.

It’s hard to take, and for me even harder for who I woke up to be and try and convince the masses. When you do wake to your past emotional connections and ties and soul…it’s a real heart breaker at first to know just how wrong we get life. The reality is just too much to bear.

So I understand why people avoid me, my posts, my stories, my inspirations from my guides. I certainly do understand the shock and lack of belief. We are not raised to believe in Spirit, least of all our own.

I am not what you imagine me to be, I am what I imagine me to be. This goes for everyone of course. We are born within a family (soul group) structure of sorts, no matter what it looks like. You can be adopted and it be because you want to be with your soul group but one of them couldn’t carry you. If you are meant to be with them you will be again.  Everything is on time and on purpose.  Please relax, let your Spirit be.

I don’t pretend to know everything, especially details, I can only see and feel the big picture at this point. It’s very unlifting, hard, heavy to carry my story because most people are living in the head of fantasies, or learned intelligence, to guide them. If anyone speaks out of line like I do all of the time they are dismissed.

Our minds are very vulnerable. Prone to believing anything given enough water. It’s easy to fool consciousness, but Spirit knows the Truth.  Eventually the spirit emotionally reacts to lies and it doesn’t feel good.  We have lobotomies, letting people get away with all sorts of terrible things with our minds and bodies.  Drugs, and legislation.

What is Spirit? People wonder, because they don’t know. In my wakening I know now I never knew myself in life, not for 58 years. I was what people imagined to be, I was not myself.

We should not be unconscious…I will say that.  Conscious is afraid of unconscious at this point.  When I say unconscious it’s hand in hand with Spirit.  My words are highly offensive to the ones living obediently under the rules of man.   I understand, I did this life of a robot group think as well.  I tried to stay in the lines and forced my son to do the same, until his death by suicide.

Recently it took two years of PTSD recovery to understand and so why or how can I expect anyone else to get me.  They won’t, and I accept that because it’s hard for me to even talk about.  Why do I bother?  Because I came back for a reason.  Like all of us.

I am tired, and I won’t keep fighting people to try and show them how upside down we are living. I turn 60 on September 11th, I hope the world blows by then so that I can relax.  No, I am not negative, humanity’s reaction to Truth is.

This pressure cooker of life is not healthy, and people are no longer attached to their own senses.  Dulled by chemical invasion of the senses.  Without human senses to see, hear, and feel…one cannot survive.  One has to be careful of what they eat, and vaccines.  Please.  This is how epidemics are spread.

They took us away from heart and made us think of heaven. Without heart we cannot feel. Without feelings we have a robotic civilization who are capable of destroying the planet. And themselves.

To pray outside is to forget the power, talent, and resources are inside. Unless one is connected to the most Joyful and loving side of self the memories are forgotten. Sleeping…just for a while, until death.

There are many layers of consciousness. Infinite.  You can come back time and time again to the same emotional life but with a different story.   I will never stop learning about history of my being. Where am I getting my education? Source. Inside.

I was a failure in school and they told me so. Mentally I could not focus on such upside down and useless to by purpose details.  Over and over the subjects get taught the same, and the imagination of who I was was watered with ideas and projections from others as if my not doing grade 8 math is going to bite me all life long, like I am stupid and can’t have the life benefits of good education and careers. I lived that life as if it was true, emotionally and while my resume looks very good, it was never complete to what I could have been had I been given the same opportunities as man.

When down it is dark and the light cannot be found. Keep the spirit happy and Joyful, no matter what the rules.  We are all here to play out an ego experience, the emotional pain does not have to continue to destroy each life with misery.  If you are miserable.  Most people are not but they are certainly creating it for the others.

I came to bring light to the mega corruption in our Thinking.  Religious upbringing and political government nightmares repeating history to the point of no return.

I remember picking this life after an induction with Dr. Weiss.  I saw myself as my mother’s mother, and flashed was a blue Alien in the dream induced by Dr. Brian Weiss.  When I witnessed my maternal grandmother (who died when I was 9 months old) and great-grandfather Thomas in a scene in my dream, a voice asked me, who will bear the brunt of her anger?  After layers of understanding I know it means I am my mother’s mother as well as other ancestors.   I was the recipient of my mother’s rage to the death of her mother, and as her daughter.  I am an emotional witness to both abuses by my mother, and what she did to my father’s name and life.

Dr. Weiss was not there when I had the dream and so it was not a hypnotic trick of the mind. It came to me in Spirit. Emotional lives are remembered when conscious. The intelligence is very positive. Right now it’s not working out in Truth and so the shift is coming faster.  Consciousness is diseased and the only way to save oneself is to remember who they are.  No one can do this for you.

Brainwashing intelligence is in the wrong hands and not the good people who more often than not actually support the psychopaths more than the victims. Media and public education are the culprits of free will being hijacked.  People repeat brainwashing time and time again, to the same people…as if it was true even if they don’t know.  Suicide is the risk.

Our advanced killing technology and indoctrination for wars (for freedom🙃) is so capable now with intelligence we can be wiped off the map of earth. Humanity.

Here is my history I remember before I was my mother’s mother…

I am reborn from the lives of the man, Jesus, and King James.  I was the soul of their Mother and lived the same Ego lives.

I was Mary Queen of Scots living the same emotional roles with different Ego experiences but same soul group. The theme is the same in all three lives. I was even born with an English accent of sorts.  There are many dots to my interests and ways and manners that makes me smile with Joy in knowing why now.  Even phobias of rotten food, which Queen Mary was fed in her final years.  No one knows this, it is not in the books.  She never killed her husband, and she was raped by her accuser.  The religious right had their way until even her own cousin was convinced she should die.  Same same this life only we are not living as kings and queens this time and the outcome is more passive aggressive.  Emotionally, we are the same.

I know the dots of my life and experiences that make me aware this is real, but how can anyone else when the fantasy is waiting for a virgin to show up and save them?

So I have come to realize I will never be what people expect and to stop trying.  They will think I am living in Ego and not understand this is my spirit’s desires.  The history books have trained the mind well to ignore the Truth for the sake of memory and fantasy.  This veers us away from the path and takes many lifetimes to realize the dreams.

At the risk of offending folks I’ve lost too much and I won’t allow anyone to malign who and what I am again.  I offer anyone to challenge me and my history.  I am taking my power back by speaking the Truth as I know it.  I’ll be proven right.  Some people are ready to hear the Good news (Truth) and I am excited to tell.  Many are conscious already, are you ready to come to terms with who you really are?  Are you afraid?  Do you think your energy is for nothing?

I’d like to share the real Jesus but first we debunk the fables of Moses so indoctrinated. Jesus tried so long ago and spoke of his inspirations of consciousness.   It’s what got him killed.  This question why I chose this life?  Well, this time once and for all I am here to repair the reputations of the ideals of my Father and Son…and to free willing slaves of debt, the financial economy ideals of Satan.  First, old ideas all have to go.  We need a clean slate as if we know nothing except by how we feel.

I love to share with Joy because that is where this is heading.  If you are Triggered negatively by my emotional history or insights, please know you have been Touched by the Truth and it is time to pay attention to your emotional intelligence. I wish and hope for your love and support, unconditionally as I give others.  WE make mistakes, but I am not a mistake. It took everything I”ve been through to get here and I won’t let myself down again. I believe in me to show you I want you to believe in you.  The same way Jesus taught before the masses killed him, and maligned his name and character to serve outside Idol Lords.

It’s time to reveal the Truth. Anyone is welcome to prove me wrong but if it comes from learned text it will be an uphill battle when Truth is the Light we all really need and want.  There is no forgiveness, you did nothing wrong.

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